“How can some one be that cruel & do that to you how heartless could he get when you were ment to be his every thing, his love & all that he needed & he hated being away from me but he was cheating & sleeping with her whilst with you all the way through. I've never felt so sick knowing he had her then me & it's broke me & my world has fallen apart & I didn't deserve that, I didn't deserve being treated that way when I gave him every thing. When asked why he replies cos I'm a dick no sorry, no explanation & I'm hurting so much as I don't understand how he could do that to me & still climb in bed with me at night & wrap his arms around me as he had to be touching me knowing I wouldn't leave him & know he had sex with her that's cruel, that hurtful & sick & it is true he preached about me cheating & he was scared of losing me when he was doing it all a long so when accused their doing it. I hate him so much for what he's done to me & I loved him so much & he still won't tell me why?.”