“I don't no how 2 put it in words but here go's He was so in love with me, he never wanted to lose me, he beg & he pleaded 4 me not 2 leave him, he had 2 b with me day & nite holding me, I was in his head & I controlled him god he would fight 4 me then in a intense I was nothing it's like his feelings disappeared& he became heartless & there was no fight 2 keep me so I try & I try so hard but he didn't care he didn't want me & that's y I can't get over him cos he loved me so much I was his & I never felt like this with any man as b 4 his heart just turned 2 stone he made me feel special then I was nothing & he made sure I new it & I don't understand how we were so in love 2 him hurting me, cheated on me 2 never contacting me & leaving me with out any reason y & that's cruel as now no matter how hard I try I can't move on as I didn't deserve that y did he do that as wot we had ment every thing 2 me & I didn't stay with the hell he put me through 4 him 2 cheat & leave me like that”