“Why me, You chose me because I was the hopeless romantic girl who beleives that romance movies do come true. I was the girl that had her mother telling you. If you wait till your old enough you will find mr right and I thought he was. I let him contol my emotions I beleive every word out his mouth even when all off it was just lies I let him get so close just to hurt my feeling. I was with him from the age of 14 till the age off 16 and I worship the ground he walked on. I made love to him and gave him the key to my heart later to find out he would just brake it. The connection I gave him hes abused he knows I will always go back running no matter how hard I try to move on. He was my first love and he uses it to drag me back in. Its like I cant hid le because I will always be weak when I'm around him. You can never run or keep your head up cause once you made love hes got the power to keep making you fall back inlove again and again ... its gotten to a point now he knows he can use me.”
