“That day I checked ur phone & found out u had been cheating was the first time u were lost 4 words & all u could do was walk out my door. I look back & try 2 picture it different as I should of blocked her number then delete it so then she could never contact u again but I know I did right as I wouldn't of been able 2 cope & keep it 2 my self. Even though u cheated, told me I was a drunken mistake & you had nothing to say in why u were cruel & heartless after every thing we had been through & me compared 2 her well she's a dog at 41 & I'm a model at 30 & gorgeous but I must of missed some thing if he needed to shag that!! But I'm still in love with you & I miss you so much & I hate the fact I still do as I just want this pain to go away & I want the memories of us gone & I wish I'd never met you as I wouldn't have to go through all the heartache & pain I'm feeling now & wish I was me when I had no feelings, no heart & didn't care but you made sure you changed”
