“I'm trying 2 b that strong girl that every 1 new she would make it through the worst & make it through all the suffering, pain, hurt as she was heartless & didn't care at all. Also she never let any MAN take her heart 4 it 2 b broken as her heart is stone & I felt nothing at all. I'm trying 2 b that independent girl who didn't need a man & would make her think she needed him, she couldn't b with out him as the nights got lonely & u were used 2 the comfort, loving, holding, cuddling, passion, emotions & feeling all them months. I'm trying 2 b that girl who never backed down, didn't care & thought fuck u & fight 2 stay who she was & never let LOVE take over & make her feel as this is what she needs. I'm trying 2 b that girl who learned how love hurts, it breaks ur heart & u will never b used in that way again & fall 4 the same mistakes as she let her emotions take over & she has broke down & don't no how 2 get back up. But mostly I'm trying 2 b that girl who used men & got wot she wanted”