“I have this gun I work with it everyday and it makes me happy holing it but when I'm mad sad or just don't know what to do then I hold it cocked back ready to pull the trigger I sit in my room and y do I live for I don't know y I'm here on the earth with friend who don't care and care about me but things don't go threw my mind until I listen to this voice in my head along with the sound of my heart and it goes along with why I cut and y I care about certain people so much they just don't know yes ive held a gun to my head and heart don't ask y cuz ii don't know y but believe when u see this I care about you for the people in my life on here. trust me I know more than you think I'm here when u need me I'm on 24/7 sometimes ok just inbox me ur problems and I promise when u see this trust in the lords name.”
