Better off dead Quote by Me

“I wish that when I walk away mad You would follow me and make me be glad I wish that when I stare at your lips You would kiss me with your hands on my hips I wish that when I push or hit you You would grab me and not let me go through I wish that when I start cursing at you You would kiss and tell me you love me too I wish that when I am very quiet You would ask me what's wrong and not start a riot I wish that when I ignore you You would give me your attention in ado I wish that when I pull away You would pull me back in a gentle way I wish that when I look a mess You would tell me I'm more beautiful then all the rest I wish that when I start crying You would hold me and be silent because inside, I'm dying I wish that when I am walking You would sneak up and hug my waist from behind without talking I wish that when I am scared You would protect me and say that you cared I wish that when I lay my head on your shoulder You would tilt my head up, kiss me and not feel any colder I wish that when I steal your favorite hat You would let me keep it for a night thereat I wish that when I tease you You would tease me back and make me laugh too I wish that when I don't answer for a long time You would tell me that everything is okay after sometime I wish that when I look at you with doubt You would back yourself up but not pout I wish that when I grab at your hands You would hold and play with my fingers and not let them disband I wish that when I bump into you You would bump me back and make me laugh too I wish that when I tell you a secret You would keep it safe and untold and yet I wish that when I look deep into your eyes You would not look away until I despise I wish that when I miss you You would know that I'm hurting inside too I wish that when I feel heartbroken You would know that the pain never goes away unspoken I wish that when I say it's over You would know that I still want you to be mine like a lucky clover I wish that when I say I love you You would understand that I really do and it's true”

— Me