“Do you ever get the feeling where you dont want to talk to anybody?you dont want to smile and you dont want to fake being happy. but at the same time you dont know exactly whats wrong either. there isnt a way to explain it to someone who doesnt already understand. if you want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. at anyone who wont take I dont knowfor an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again but until then all you can do is wait:/”
