“People ask why it is I do these things, But they don't know what its like to go to bed and not be able to dream, Or walk around this world and everyone treats you like make believe, I would rather be dead because I have no dreams to achieve, All my life people have told me that I would amount to nothing, I started to believe it so I stopped pushing myself to do good, I figured that GOD doesn't care either and I have no reason why he should, Sometimes I feel like I'm better off dead, Yes I want to cry but it's hard because I have no tears to shed, I hide behind a knife, To you its wrong, But to me it's the only thing that's right, Everyone seems to judge what they don't understand, But I'm coming to you real because this may be my only chance,”