“I feel like crying, I feel like dieing, why wont this feeling, just go away? Why did it even come to me today? Why do I always feel this way? Im so depressed every single day. Yeah it sucks, but Ive just learned to deal, because Im just gunna feel the same, every other day. So please someone, just do me a favor and take my life away. Take it away from me. I seem to be bothering every one else with my problems as well I want to run away, run away from my problems, ill run to the hills. No one would go looking for me because no one would notice or care I was gone, and I will be gone for so very long Im sure after a while theyll notice, but they still wont care, theyll just go back to their daily things, cuz it will be just another normal day, but not for me. Im gunna kill myself, I'm gunna do it today, I'm gunna do it today, on this just a normal day. Youll never find my body cuz I'm gunna hide it well. But you not caring makes me go insane. I want to pull out my hair. Knowing no one cares about me or my issues as you other people would call them, makes me feel so insecure, I just want someone to care, and I dont care whom, it could even be you. I just want the feeling of being loved. I want the feeling someone cares. This feeling everyone has except me, god its so unfair! Why cant I be loved? Why doesnt anybody watch me from above? I have no angels to watch over me, for if I did I wouldnt be slowly dieing every day. My emotions are killing me from the inside out, please; I need someones help. Im reaching out, but everyone just pushed my hand away. No one wants to help the crazy girl; no one wants anything to do with me. So I guess this is the end, the end of me. You could have been my angel, you could have been my friend, you could of just been there for me when I need someone way back then. But no one wanted to be my friend, no one wanted to help me through and get me to be sane again, so I guess ill just die, this will be the last day of my life, this is the end, just cuz no one offered me to come out and play. No one wanted to be my friend.”
