“Im not depressed. Just stressed and confused. Im not happy at all. I smile sometimes. And I laugh most times. I honestly dont know how I should feel at this point. I dont feel much to be honest. I feel so numb that I self inflict pain to feel. I feel happy sometimes, but most days Im just sad. I wish I had someone who I could count on but I already learned that I only have myself. And sometimes when I get really bad Im even suicidal. But I would never do it yet. I honestly dont know who I am anymore. I dont know if Im depressed or not. Im just a sad person most days¦”
