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Existence Quote by Gayle Forman

“OrI just want out. Out of my existence. I find myself wishing that a lot lately. Not be dead. Or kill myself. Or any of that kind of stupid shit. It’s more that I can’t help thinking that if I’d never been born in the first place, I wouldn’t be facing those sixty-seven nights, I wouldn’t be right…” quote by Gayle Forman
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““OrI just want out. Out of my existence. I find myself wishing that a lot lately. Not be dead. Or kill myself. Or any of that kind of stupid shit. It’s more that I can’t help thinking that if I’d never been born in the first place, I wouldn’t be facing those sixty-seven nights, I wouldn’t be right here, right now, having just endured that conversation with her.””

Gayle Forman

About This Quote

Source Novel: If I Stay, Gayle Forman, 2009

The speaker feels deep despair, wishing they could have never existed to avoid current suffering.

In simple terms: Feeling hopeless and wishing to erase one's existence.

Key Takeaway

Seek help and share feelings.

Themes

despair existential crisis mental health

Mood

sad lonely

Type

personal emotional

When to use this quote

  • therapy sessions
  • confiding in friends
  • emergency hotlines
  • journaling

Key Concepts

nihilism self-worth coping mechanisms

Questions to Reflect On

  • What supports could change this perspective?
  • How can you find meaning despite pain?
A Different Perspective

Suicidal thoughts may indicate underlying treatable conditions.

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