“I'm worried you'll get tired of me, like everyone else does. I'm worried you'll lose feelings and give up trying when I need you most. I'm worried I will push you away. I'm worried you might be playing me, I mean why would't you... If I'm hard to deal with? I'm worried that you might not mean anything you say. I'm worried that you'll lose interest and find someone better. I'm worried and I can't just brush it away.”