“I try with you beacse I love you I put up with you beause your what means the world to me I hate seeing you upset it makes me upset in all honsety I cry most nights just scared to fucking death of losing you I really cant you dont know how hard things are atm and thats not your fault at all sometimes I just wish it was just me and you and no one eles I need you more than anything and I hope you realise that.”