“How am i? its been a year. I spent 12 months trying to figure what I did wrong, I spent 12 months trying to figure out how you could love me one day and say you have no absolute feelings for me the next. I spent my entire summer trying to get over you and I dont think I will because as much as I try to deny it. you will always be my first love, but you was also my first true heartbreak. and everytime I see you I'm filled with rage anger and sadness, I'm enraged that you dont acknoldge me. I'm angry that you destroyed me and dont care, and finally I'm sad. that I'm slowly coming down to the fact you will never come back so after 12 months of constant torture you came at me and say, hey? no dont talk to me.”
