“You didnt hurt me this time. I didnt feel anything when you told me you didnt want to be with me. I wasnt sad. I wasnt mad. I wasnt upset. I laughed actually. because I knew that I didnt need you to live. I can live my life without you, I dont need you. I didnt know that before, but I do now. You just made me feel better for a while. Then I noticed that we just werent meant to be. I sat on my bed and couldnt believe I wasted my tears on you. You werent worth them. You just took my loneliness away for a while. But that came back faster than you took it. I was stupid for thinking I loved you. You said everything you ever said to me was true. But at the end of all this everything was a lie to me. Everything.”
