“A smack on my face a slit on my wrists When everyday ends I feel like this I'm sick of my heart leaving me defending It leads me to places where there is no happy ending Lifes a nightmare I just want to escape But I don't think I can i've lost my fate Tears and scars I try to hide But theres always someone who noties after i've cried I feel like crying out but I don't want to know it I'd love some help but I don't want to show it I'd rather it get deeper than look really sad But the cuts are getting worse and it looks really bad”