“I made friends and to what use if I cant share how I feel I am just the boulder in everyone's way I pursue my feelings dwelling in my heart but to what use if I cannot let it out I feel all the emitions trying to burst out but I keep on bottling them up so nobody know how I feel I am a mess feels like a hurricane past by and took all my real friends and all I have left is the picture in my memory of how I use to be”