Every morning Quote by Im Nothing

“Dont be fooled by her smile, inside shes breaking¦ A strong girl keeps her stuff in line-and with tears running she stills manages to spit the simple words¦Im fine¦. Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh. Im falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am¦isnt me. There is only one rainy cloud in the sky¦ and its raining on me. Somehow I'm not surprised. Behind my smile is everything youll never understand I didnt want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry. Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense? Well thats how I feel right now¦I feel like Im facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile¦. I dont know if Im getting better or just used to the pain When I cry at night, the only thing I can think to myself is¦how can I seem so---perfectly fine in the morning. Why do I smile like nothing is wrong? And how does not one single person notice that Im not okay? Have you ever lived my life, have you ever spent one minuet in my shoes? If you havent, then tell me why you judge me like you do. Every morning you get up and put on a fake smile¦but what if one morning you didnt? Would anyone notice? The hardest part about living is taking breathes to survive- when you dont even want to¦ I can no longer take this torment it has pushed me to the edge of insanity¦ The girl who seemed unbreakable- broke the girl who seemed so strong- shattered¦ The girl who always laughed cried, and the girl who always tried gave up¦”

— Im Nothing