“The past year and a half have been horrible, in fact horrible doesn't even begen to describe it. I'm Angry, I'm hurt, I'm Emonationaly drained. I'm so Disgusted I can't even look you in the eyes anymore. My mind Screams… Leave… While my heart continues to bleed all over the floor. How and Why... is it that I love you, when you hurt me so badly on purpose?? The Lies, the desciet, the pain you've caused my children. I recieve a daily banbarderment of insults and bullying, followed by Just Kidding I love you. Really?? I'd hate to see how you treat someone you can't stand. Most days I feel like the enemy. Am I not enough for you?? Is my love not good enough?? When we got together I thought you were sent to me by the Goddess. To love me and my children, to protect us, to cherish us. Just as I have done for you, but now it all seems like a crule joke. Everything you have done is the opposite of what we needed. This is my leasson learned…”
