“At a time of despair, heart ache, and shattered dreams you found me...we found each other. Something brought us together that night...something bigger than us. I believed the words you spoke to me were true and from your heart, but am destroyed by what I'm figuring out is reality...that you and I, will never be together again. I'm obviously not what you want or need. I feel that I have exasperated all efforts to be in your life, be your friend, offer my love, show you the want and desire to start over and spend my life with you...only to have you turn me down. The silence and ignorance in response is a slap in the face, and makes me look so foolish. Last Saturday wasn't a mistake to me, but it was to you. I don't want to be someone's mistake... I never imagined that you would feel any differently about me than anything you've ever told me. Knowing you're with her, makes my stomach hurt so bad...and makes my heart hurt beyond comprehension”