The baby closed its mouth, staring at him with hope and…
““The baby closed its mouth, staring at him with hope and small hiccups. “Jesus,” he said. He lay down on the bed, pulling the pillow under his head, and drew the whole bundle of coat, shawl and infant up against his shirt. A tiny hand closed tight on the lace. One sob erupted, and then changed midbreath to a soft sigh. Women, he thought sardonically, sinking in the bedclothes, with sleep revolving and closing in his head. He moved one finger, feeling a cheek as soft as down. What’s your name? Ask the girl. Remember that… Maddy… It was wrong. I must leave thee now. Don’t cry. Don’t cry, little girl… I’m so tired. I never deserved you, did I? Maddy… but I loved you. I always loved you.””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
A desperate caregiver confronts grief, guilt, and love while holding a dying child.
In simple terms: A man wrestles with sorrow and love.
Acknowledge pain and seek forgiveness.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- hospital scenes
- family loss
- personal confession
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- What does the child symbolize?
- How does guilt shape his actions?
The narrative may romanticize suffering.