I am sorry I love u

I'm sorry if I have caused you pain,
and much more pain that i might have
and could have caused her...

I'm sorry for my fragility
--that must have been a great burden to you...

I'm sorry for making you feel worried about me,
when I FIRMLY believe you're not supposed to.

I'm sorry to have
a part of my brain and my heart
believe that there was a "slight" truth when you told me
you love me..

I'm sorry...
I love you...