Alive Quote by Walker Percy
“They all think any minute I'm going to commit suicide. What a joke. The truth of course is the exact opposite: suicide is the only thing that keeps me alive. Whenever everything else fails, all I have to do is consider suicide and in two seconds I'm as cheerful as a nitwit. But if I could not kill myself -- ah then, I would. I can do without nembutal or murder mysteries but not without suicide.”
About This Quote
Source Novel: The Moviegoer by Walker Percy, 1961
The narrator uses dark humor to express that contemplating suicide paradoxically gives him a fleeting sense of control and relief when life feels hopeless.
In simple terms: Thinking about suicide briefly lifts his mood.
Recognize and seek help for underlying despair.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- personal crisis
- therapy sessions
- support groups
- emergency hotlines
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- What underlying pain drives this paradox?
- How can healthier coping replace this mindset?
Suicide thoughts are a serious health issue, not a joke.