Female sexuality Quote by Tamara Faith Berger
““I remember the embarrassment I felt when Lie With Me came out over ten years ago. There was no good way for me to explain why I shot fiction with pornography, hoping for the best. That initial public embarrassment was likely a kind of useless repression. Because I had no big truth to tell about myself. Now, though, in retrospect, I know why I wrote Lie With Me. It was to sustain this perfect, merciless feeling I first had while spitting art’s extremity into the suckhole of porn. And it’s not embarrassing for me to admit anymore that I was desperate to find meaning in this action. Unfortunately, by the end of two books I didn’t know any more about female sexuality than when I’d started out. My mercilessness had not blossomed into compassion either. Is untapped sexual energy in women even still a problem these days? In 1999, I felt that problem as acutely as my shame. And it was this push-pull of pressures that made me transcribe and complicate the getting-fucked female voice - a voice that I found in porn, a voice that was utterly wasted by porn. Porn needed fiction, I felt. I needed the fight.””
About This Quote
Source Essay: Interview in The Rumpus, 2015
The author reflects on using pornographic fiction to explore personal meaning, feeling embarrassment and a lack of deeper understanding of female sexuality.
In simple terms: She used porn to seek meaning but felt it failed to deepen her insight.
Key Takeaway
Seek authentic expression beyond sensationalism.
Themes
art
sexuality
meaning
embarrassment
self‑reflection
Mood
reflective
confessional
Type
personal
critical
When to use this quote
- writing workshops
- literary criticism
- personal therapy
- gender studies
Key Concepts
Feminist critique
creative process
identity crisis
Questions to Reflect On
- How can artists explore sexuality responsibly?
- What alternatives exist to porn for meaning?
A Different Perspective
The approach may reinforce harmful stereotypes rather than foster true understanding.
