“~So I did what all friends should do . I helped to make it happen even though I knew it would hurt me. I let u go... not because I didnt love you but becaused I love you... more than you could ever imagine.. I still do and I just want you to know that I'm sorry I didnt realize I would hurt you... I was trying to make you happy. I often wonder how did I do everything so wrong I threw away my love and destroyed our friendship and if I could I would go back and try to fix everything. I'm not asking you to fall in love with me again. I just want what we had back. I want our friendship. losing the one I love hurt but losing a friend hurt infinitely more. and if ur reading this I understand that you dont have the same feelings and I'm not angry at you because of it. I'm angry at myself because I hurt you even though I promised I wouldnt never no that to yo andi know I didnt do it on purpose, I wonder if you think I did… and I want to try and tell you one last time. that I really didnt mean to push you away and I would do anything for us to be close once again, you mean so much to me and now ur gone I realize how much I took you for granted and I wish I told you when u were still here just how much you meant to me. you impacted my life… more than I can begin to explain I'm not sure how to tell u this so that you will believe me but everything I say is true and even though we havent talked in awhile, your still my best friend nothing will ever change that to be honest I think I'm trying to say , I MISS YOU < 3”
