“My bodies cold lips are blue why did I do this because of you? I feel the earth below me like a pillow under my head no knives, no guns, but pills instead The bottle lays empty cap unscrewed what did I do? what did I do? My spirit floats my body lays my lover finds me and he prays I reach for him I'm sucked away like a deep crest of a wave he pounds the ground screaming why oh why? I asked myself why did I? My parents arrive, my best friend too I thought to myself, What did I do!? I look away the pains to deep my life is over because of me I look back for one last glance they zip me up in the body bag. I did this to ease my pain I lost instead of gained as I look down my family I regret that night my life stopped ticking because of a fight”
