“I feel so alone, I'm hopeless in life, I try to be happy but only find it with a knife, It slips through my wrists and flows from my veins, a crimson waterfall that born from pains. Happiness is a concept burned from my soul, this beautiful entity now covered in shadow, will slip from this body thats been used as a tool, for sex, drugs, I'm a worthless fool. I died once! As I hung in the air I though about life of those who do care, my mother and father, partner, friends and my pup, those who I loved and knew one day meet up, but I was cheated of that blessing and brought back to this cruel world, overrun with rapists back into the cold. Now I live in the shadows, helps my cries be covered with smiles, twenty four hours being watched, endless nights being touched,friends to hold my hands, future plans, and yet… I feel so alone!”
