“While I layed kneel bowing in shock in the mud ,as the same as I have been for the past hour . I had only one thought racing through my head... ' I'm a moron how could I ever let her slip through my grasp. She was my life, but I didn't realized that soon enough . Now she gone...forever ohhh oh How big of a moron can I be? I had her, but I let her slipped. She was the one I was waiting for, but she was done waiting for me to realized that...' Why I stare where I last saw her leave? I don't know maybe I was hoping this to be a nightmare and I would wake up soon ,then claim her as mine... Maybe I was hoping she was just messing with me and would come back laughing and give me one more chance. ORR maybe I finally realized how bad I messed up and how I screwed it up . All at once and was in shocked by that.... Either way she gone and in the end we both are alone...”
