“I'm all alone noone cares whether I live or I die all I ever do is cause problems for everyone. why cant they see how bad I am. dont they care. I cant make it through school I cause my family prob;ems cant keep a guy in my live. I'm a failure at everything they only way out of this is to die. Mom I wish I could have been the person you and dad wanted me to be I'm not smart, I'm not pretty, I'm not athletic, I'm not skinny I know you and dad never wanted me. I wish that I was never born. you're all so busy and here I sit please someone do something I cant feel the hurt anymore I hurt so bad what can I do to make everything better I have to die. I cant make it right by living theres nothing for me here I dont want to go on I didnt mean to hurt anyone please believe me I lov you all very much I'm so cold please do something I cant stand this empty feeling that I'm having, I'm breaking into pieces somebody do something before its too late…”
