“~Whats the point of living anyway my thoughts have destroyed me more than blades ever could maybe I'm a psychopath everything she saw was black.so she beun to turn her wrists red so the world wouldnt seem so dark. I lost myself somewhere in the darkness I know if I die today no-one would cry, no-one would skip school tomorrow because they're too sad, I know I dont matter too anyone anymore. you cant kill me I'm already dead. So whats the point of living when life is unfair Im really sad and I dont think anybody really cares! when I'm upset, I shut myself down I have no motavation for anything. I tell myself that nobody cares even though I know some do.I think about all of the negative things I could possibly think of, I give myself pain thinking I deserve it, I'm not sure why I do that but thats just who I am if you could read my mind you'd be in tears. I want another day with you. Im starting to get bad again. I believe in darkness I just cant escape my thoughts what doesnt kill you breaks you and makes you want to die... < 3 ~”
