“I look at myself in the mirror wondering. wondering what happend to the girl I used to be. wondering why there are scars on my wrist. why I did this to myself. then I think back to when my whole world was crashing down. I seem to realize that these scars are suicide scars. I start to cry to the fact that I will have these scars for a life time. i grab my razor put it up to my wrist. and I start to cut. I start to cut them suicide cuts all over again. I cant stop. but I guess that this will be me forever. makeing them ugly suicide scars.”