““What if I believed that God Himself was the One who decreed I would be a quiet person? What if I believed that God knew what He was doing when He formed me—even the parts of me I despise? What if…He had never been trying to change me at all? What if He wanted me to simply rest? What if I learned to rest from all my good deeds and rules and expectations? What if all the rules just fell away…?””
