“When she cries the make-up runs from her eyes¦and she spits the truth about how she feels¦ Sometimes I wonder whats the point of getting back up if falling is all I'm ever good for¦ Not many people can see the pain behind her mask You only see what I chose to show, theres so much behind this smile that you dont even know¦ Everyone sees who I appear to be¦ but only a few know the real me¦ No one will notice I'm tearing inside. No one will see I'm dying deep inside¦ The light in the tunnel can be a train¦. My dreams are completely shattered. Every last one of them, gone, forever. My heart so numb¦ I cant feel it beating¦. I dream of dark. But not of day¦ Ive been cracking for so long¦ and now I'm shattered into a million pieces¦ I stand through the pain¦ ill stand in the rain until it all comes crashing down¦ I swear the happiest day of my life is the day I die¦ Life is so full of secrets and lies so when you get screwed over dont act surprised.. Ask me whats wrong¦ I wont even know¦”