“Wake up Put a fake smile on get dressed Cut Go to school Try so hard to hold back those tears Try so hard to keep on that fake smile Hang with friends, pretend nothings wrong Come home Go on my computer and express my feelings, finally Go back out and keep my fake smile on Do my homework Go to my room Get out the knife That should get rid of all my strife Cut my skin and roll down my sleeves Go to bed and cry and cry If my mom walks in, I think of a lie My stupid life is so damn hard I wish I would just fucking die I know its really bad.. sorry.”