“The devil played with my thoughts. I knew it, but couldn't resist it. Life was too harsh for me. I couldn't take it anymore. The lights of the city, the noise of the cars, the rustle of trees and the whispers of humans will all go away (hopefully). I don't believe it either, it's my life I want to take away, it's my I soul I want to leave, it's my body I want to rest in peace. No one can help me now, it's over. As I take my first step towards the chair and see the rope hanging from the ceiling. I see¦.I see heaven above me. God is waiting for me! Devil's have nothing to do with this. It's all a test from god, to see if I will coup with life and its hardships, however, it seems that I've failed the test like any other test and it's time to go back to my creator¦Up there in the heavens. I tangle the rope around my neck. I see all my life passing through my mind¦I see all the failings, break-ups, sins and fights I've done. We are all humans who make mistakes, but I have taken in too far! My mistakes can't be forgiven or ignored. I never made my family proud, I got fired from work, I had an affair with my boss for a position and I even bribed the judge to escape my murder. Yes, she was my daughter but she was useless. Addicted to drugs and going out with guys. She had AIDS. It's all because of me, I couldn't raise her well! I was too busy cheating on her mom until we divorced¦I didn't force her¦but she decided to stay with me. Although I knew that I wouldn't be able to raise her. I need a break, I have to die. No human would accept such life!! I messed up.¦ need your forgiveness for what I've done¦Daughter!! Here I come¦We would rest in peace and at heaven we will have meet!”
