“I woke up this morning and I find my self praying and realize I have drift so far from the Lord, I have been turning into a person that I don't know. I thank the lord for showing me my faults he must still love me to do that? I realize I started to look to far ahead, wasn't seeing the things close to me, like my family and the little things like patients, the stuff that made me into a successful human being, I forget how to be a servant & a dog to my work that made me so good at my job, I thank the Lord for renewing my spirit, I ask him for another chance, I thank him for opening my eyes, I pray that this spirit of humbleness stay within me, thank you lord for not leaving me to die in my own sin. amen !!”