“Woke up this morning find my self praying realizing I have drifted so far from you Lord, been turning into a person that I don't know. I ask you oh Lord to forgive me, have mercy on me, give me another chance. Lord thank you for showing me my faults, you must love me to do that? I realize I had started to look to far ahead! Wasn't seeing the things close to me, like my family, little things like patients, the stuff that made me a successful human being. I forget how to be a humble servant, to search your words and bring every thing before you in prayers. I thank you Lord for renewing my spirit. I thank you for opening my eyes. I pray Lord that this spirit of humbleness stay's within me. Thank you lord for not leaving me to die in my own sin. Amen !!”