"When I eat, I'll immedietaly stick two fingeers……" — Fading_scars

When I eat, I'll immedietaly stick two fingeers down my throat and… - Fading_scars
"When I eat, I'll immedietaly stick two fingeers down my throat and throw it back up. Its automatic and I am trying to stop but it's not working. It's like a reflex because I just zone out when I do it and don't realise what I have down until it's too late. I was bullied a bit and the called me fat and ugly, so when I'm sick I feel like I'm throwing up the fat and ugly out of my body. It feels as if I'm throwing up the flaws and all the bad things on/in my body. Which I know I'm not. Im just stupid. But I cant stop. And Ill randomly start eating like ****, anything there, ill eat it but after the food rampage ill just fel guilty and ashamed and start making myself throw it back up again..........I KNOW THIS IS SOMEONE ELSE'S QUOTE BUT ITS EXACTLY WHAT I DO AND HOW I FEEL......."

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