““There was one thing she brought up all the time: She wanted to have a child. She talked about that from the beginning. She called me the 'prime physical specimen' for her child. She wouldn't let me wear a condom-NEVER. She wanted to get pregnant really bad. She would send me faxes that said, 'I really want to be with you, I miss you.' Regular stuff like that. But then there were others that said things like, 'I want every drop of your come inside me. I won't let it go because I want to have your baby.””