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Killed Quote by David James Duncan

“Because I wasn’t anything anymore. Not anythingI love or know or care about. Because thou shalt not kill, Kade. Thou shalt not kill. With all my heart I believed this. And I killed. So what am I now? And why should I live? How am I even alive? Because if this is what our lives are--if doing this…” quote by David James Duncan
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““Because I wasn’t anything anymore. Not anythingI love or know or care about. Because thou shalt not kill, Kade. Thou shalt not kill. With all my heart I believed this. And I killed. So what am I now? And why should I live? How am I even alive? Because if this is what our lives are--if doing this to others before they do it to us is all our lives are--we’re already dead. Honest to God I feel it, Kade. I’m dead. The hell with me.””

David James Duncan

About This Quote

A confession of existential emptiness after committing violence, questioning purpose and the value of life when one feels morally dead.

In simple terms: Despair after killing

Key Takeaway

Violence erodes identity

Themes

existentialism morality violence identity despair

Mood

anguish resignation darkness

Type

confessional philosophical

When to use this quote

  • post‑combat reflection
  • personal crisis
  • guilt
  • search for meaning

Key Concepts

moral injury nihilism

Practical Applications

  • therapy for trauma
  • ethical debates on self‑defense

Questions to Reflect On

  • What does it mean to be alive after killing?
  • Can remorse restore a sense of self?
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