“Daddy I'm sorry, ive turned into this moster. I didnt mean to. They just seem to control me, and they wont leave me alone:/ Wont you make them go away. I know what you think of me... I see it in the way you look at me. No longer do you see me as your little princess, you only see me as a monster. Never do you look directly into my eyes, I try so hard, but its like I'm invisible. I try to talk to you, but its like I'm not even there. Daddy, I'm still your little girl, I'm just trapped inside of this monster, please tell me you see through the monster. Ever since the day I od and you took me to the hospital and stayed in the er overnight, youve treated me differnt, as if THAT was the turning point. Truth is, the monsters came once you stopped paying attention to me, at least THEY gave me company. Daddy, please dont hate me, I'm still here, I'm just a little lost and need you more than ever. But, you only care about yours and moms relationship, not your children, I heard you say you wouldnt take us if you divorced. Dont worry, my theres no pieces left of my heart to shatter. I know you act like you care, but you honestly dont want to have to send me back to inpatient. Im sorry that your done with me, but, ana, sue, mia, cat, deb, olive, perry, etc. ARE NOT”
