“I'm sorry that I hurt you mom, I'm sorry that I lied. I'm sorry that because of me, More than once you've cried. I'm sorry that it's hard mom, I'm sorry for every fight. I'm sorry that dad and I just can't get it right. I'm sorry because you see mom. I'd rather go to hell, than find I've disappointed you. And given you cause to yell. But I'm afraid this time I failed mom, I let you learn the truth, now you know the dark secrets, all about my youth. But you need to see my side mom, It's better off this way, Because even if my problems are fixed, I'll go back to them one day. I'll always know you love me mom, I'll always love you too. But now you have to let it go, that's all I ask of you. Please just walk away mom. And leave me where I lay. Will anyone else miss me mom? Or will I just fade away? So now I'm going to leave mom, God I hope that you don't cry. I just want to say thank you mom, Thank you and goodbye mom.”