“Mom, I'm really sorry. I don't want to leave you on such short notice. Thank you so much for everything and I love you so so so much. Goodbye. Dad, I'm really sorry for all the trouble I have caused. Thank you for being the best guy I know. I love you. Sister, I love you, even though we fight sometimes. You've been my best friend. Friends, I love you all so much. I'm so sorry, and goodbye. Amber.. Amber Hope. I'm sorry for doing this to your. I'm sorry for making you tell everyone goodbye. But it's time you get rid of yourself.”