“Just run and hide out in the secret place where I feel safe. Everyone is out to get me. I'm running out of time. You promised me someday I would finally be happy. But that day never seems to come. I can't take it this time. This hurts too much, I can't handle the pain. The clock is ticking by faster, my body, finally shutting down. I'm afraid my time is up. Mother, I love you, you did fine father. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Brother, you were my best friend. My love, this is none of your fault. Don't you cry for me. I am finally away from my everlasting pain. Everything that once worried and tormented me was released when I could no longer see.”