“I WISH GOD COULD GIVE US FAVORITISM WITH PEOPLE WE LOVE TOO STAY AND SECOND CHANCE. I DO NOT WANT TOO NOBODY TELL ME I AM MEANT TOOO BE HERE. HOW? I CANNOT EVEN GET A DECENT HUMAN BEING WITHOUT THEM BEING A FOLLOWER OR LISTEN TOO MY ENEMYS INSTEAD OF BELIEVE ME. DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH OR WANTED? DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS TOO BE NICE TOO PEOPLE YET THEY STOMP ON YOUR FACE AND HEART? WELL DO YOU? YOU CANNOT IMAGINE THE EMPTYNESS I FEEL DAILY. AS I WAKE UP AND REALIZE NO MATTER HOW KIND I AM? NICE? AND GIVE ADVICE. I CANNOT NEVER SEEM TOO REACH PEOPLE TOO ACCEPT ME. YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS TOO BE DIFFERENT AND OUTPLACE. I AM NOT PEOPLE PLEASER I CANNOT EXPLAIN WHY I AM MADE LIKE THIS! I WISH I KNEW. I WISH I COULD HIDE IN MY CLOSET AND ESCAPE THESE TEARS AND PAIN THAT IN ME. EVERYTIME I THINK I AM READY TOO FORGIVE SOMEBODY COMES BACK AND THEY BEGIN TOO MAKE THEIR SELF SEEM INNOCENT AND ME CRAZY.”
