“Ive wished many times people would give up on me. Its been 2 months since my last relationship and people come by once in a while and think they might get me. I dont want to hurt anyone or be hurt… Maybe it would be best if I walked out of this town and left the life I knew behind and Hide away from those who would hurt me and those who I would hurt... I cant take the pain! Maybe everyones lives would be best without me in it! Ive ruined many lives and been injured many more! Trying to find happiness no longer works. If I were to die tonight not many people would care, Many people wouldnt know my story and I would be written off as a bitch who didnt care about anyone... I wish people would just give up on me Im not worth the time of those who care! Im just a really big screw up and no one sees my flaws except me. I love my friends who have been trying to help me but I cant take anymore relationships. I have loved many times and Im still getting hurt!”
