“~You made me hurt and cry but gave me feelings I never felt, you left shivers in my spine and kisses on my cheek, you hurt me from within, you left me begging for weeks but you ran back to me. you set me free; you'll never leave noone else can see that its just you and me. I love you and miss you . Im just sad because I reaslly like you more than i've liked anyone in a long time. Tonight I got slapped in the face with reality that I'll never be able to call you mine. and that it isnt a very big deal to you. Wake up with a ray of bright light one day found out you were going faw away. you've been gone for a year or so. you're gone in a presence nit in my heart though. wish you were right here by my side. you know life can be a tough ride Go outside, anything that I do, listen to music it reminds me of you wish you'd thought about what you did. after awhile it aint so vivide, hoping that you'll be home soo. everynight I look at the moon asking myself why you didnt think about what you did. missing the times that made me wink. I understand that times were tough, for that reason you're on the cuffs. life is like a camera focus on whats important capture the good times, develope from the negatives and if things dont woek out take another shot its not about people who act ture to your face. its about the people who stay ture behind your back.”