“~Now that you're gone… I lay down on my bed I hear your voice; I dont know why I see your face on the ceiling, smiling down at me. it seems like 1000 years since we've talked. I cant believe that your're gone. I'm trying to figure out ur last words to me. I feel the tears roll down my face. I quiet sob escapes my breath. I start to shake. I feel so alone. looking back on our lives that had ended too fast. I feel like I'm starving to death nothing can bring you back to life. my longing for you is a waste of time. but I cant help it. I want you so bad. its driving me insane. in the end, I knoew that I'll never see your face. that I'll fade out of this place. that I'll find another you again. but for now I'm going to cry. I'm going to whisper your name during the night. I'm going to see you every time I close my eyes. and though your're not going to come back. the memory of you will be what keeps me alive. < 3”
