“Does it ever feel like nothing you do is ever good enough? like the whole world has turned its back on you, I do. Sometimes it feels like I'm ontop of the world, but then I look down and realize its only a step ladder, its like a 5 year old coloring a picture, she works for hours and at the end all we see is mere scribbles. You probably think I'm stupid, dont you? your probably not even listening to me....but its alright....im used to it”